Colorvue Glamour Lens in Aqua

I just snapped this picture so there's some hair in my face :P

I also ordered some new Model 21 lashes off of eBay and I can't wait to try them out!

I don't think they'll be as dramatic as these though.

I am wearing: Urban Decays half baked and roach eyeshadow.

Milani Luminous blush.

and on my lips I ate some cherries! lol

but my lips are naturally really pigmented which i hate because i wish they were pale.

the little booger. he hates getting baths and cries his heart out. he's already tugging and pulling on things (pulling on the blanket in the pic) so i've decided to stop wearing necklaces until he understands no. i'm also scared he's gonna pull my hair too! but we will see. he's growing up so fast :(

L'oreal EverPure Review and Rant

L'oreal Sulfate-Free Volumizing shampoo and Moisture Conditioner

I must say..i'm in love! Well with the conditioner for the most part. I'm just going to do a quick review on this because I don't feel like explaining too much. The shampoo cleans pretty well but you'll find that it doesn't bubble up too much (of course, it's sulfate-free). The conditoner..now this stuff is heaven. At first when applying this in the shower, I didn't feel the smoothness that most conditioners give me, until after I got out of the shower. My hair did not look dry at all, it looked healthy and hydrated. I am sooo not lying! No conditioner has done this for me. So I'll prob. stick with this conditioner from now on. I can't wait to try out the hair masque.

Both of them have some getting used to though, there's like a granny smell to them or I should really say medicinal.

my lil' munchkin is growing up so freaking fast. he only sleeps in this thing btw! crazy i know but he hates his crib, he will cry the moment i put him in it! so this swing is right next to our bed by me now. i put him on our bed in the early mornings though just to give him some flat back.

godiva chocolates from my friend Mitsou. they were Get Well chocolates for having my lil' one!

and ohhh were they good :)

--rant

I feel as if some people think i'm so negative about never wanting another baby again. I had a horrible experience and I don't want to risk it again, plus it's not like we can afford having another oneas of now anyways. My body went through so much trauma I had the baby blues for a while there and was scared I would fall into postpartum depression. ..thank God I didn't though. The c-section, they pumped so much drugs into my body I was swollen for almost 2 weeks and even had kankles! nasty, I hated looking at my feet also. They were like monster feet. I felt them pulling everything out of me and stitching me back up, it was awful and I was in tears. My cervix (which I hate to death) has given me so many problems! I thought I felt a lump in my downstairs and I went to get checked today and they said it's just my cervix, still healing and it will take a while to move back up.

I just think people should experience it for themselves before they jump to thinking i'm so negative about never wanting another baby again. I love my little man so much, I just don't want another one. One is enough for me, and i've asked the hubs to make sure he'll be okay with me getting the Paraguard (IUD) and he says he's fine. He's pretty good at respecting my wishes and my body too.

Colorvue Violet Lens and Shadessss

Hello lovelies! n welcome new followers/readers <3

I really thought i'd never have time to get back on blogger but I can make things work! Anyways, i'm wearing Violet in Colorvue 3 Tones lenses. They are not dramatic like my gray ones but they still make my eyes look a little bit bigger than normal. I also ordered aqua glamour ones so we have yet to see what they look like, I just have to buy some storage cases for the rest of my lenses since i'm building a collection here.

Went into Charlotte Russe the other day and decided it's time for some new shades. My husband is right when he says I have a bunch of them already, but that's only cause they get scratched up or I just get tired of them.

I love shades. I have to wear the ones with the nose thingies on them though, really because I don't like seeing my makeup on my shades. Oh yeah, I LOVE big shades.

Here's my lil' man snoozin on his swing. I thought this was so cute because he's sitting still like an adult haha. It's taking him forever to get used to his pacifier but I want him to like it because he does what I call agression feeding which is he only wants to suck on something when he's gassy and fussy. He's been really fussy lately and I don't know how i'm still alive. Thank goodness my dark circles have not gotten worse!

MAC color craft + update :)

me and my little lazy booger. i'm wearing the cheeky bronze MSF and eccentricity eyeshadow quad in this picture. my revlon colorstay does have major flashback which makes my face look white in pictures, but i'm wearing early tan in the colorstay which is pretty dark, like my skin color (look at my arms). ..so it looks like i put on way too much of the cheeky bronze but i can promise you i didn't overdo it.

he's both mama and daddy's boy.

things have been pretty crazy around here but i have been reading everyone's blogs (usually in the mornings when i'm pumping..my breastmilk lol). ..let me tell you that breastfeeding is lots of work! but i'm doing partial breastmilk and partial formula. the little guy seems to be doing okay with both.

keenan, he doesn't cry much only when he's hungry or very gassy. he smiles in his sleep and well sleeps a lot still. haha.. my nights have been ...awful but i love taking care of him. my recovery from the c-section is coming along pretty well and from the 50lbs i've gained i've lost 20 of it already and i'm starting to workout again. ..taking it easy until the doctor a-ok's me. all the cravings have gone away and everything seems to be coming back.

i can say it almost feels as if i were never pregnant. possibly because he is out of me and my attention is focused on him. the husband has been doing a great job with helping me also. in october, hopefully i lost all the baby fat, i get a huge ass shopping spree! haha because he splurged on a ps3 and new xbox plus all these other accessories, it's only fair for me.

so much has been going on, i don't know where to begin. we might end up moving also because the hubs got accepted to retrain into another career field in the air force. we're excited but we don't know where this is taking us and we don't know how long it'll be before we settle down. ..all we know is that keenan is giving us better luck!

i saw the collection and had to get at least one of their eyeshadows. most of their collections i'm just like eh..but i love the idea of 4 n 1. the cheeky bronze MSF is sooo pretty!! it's a peachy gold which is what i love.

My BABY is here!

yes i have not been on for a long while and probably won't be on as much for a while because it's been busy!

Keenan Yang 7.84lbs and 19.5 inches long! He's got a head full of hair too!


daddy and keenan, they both really do sleep like this. so far everyone says he looks like his dad and it's true, he's got my long fingers though! haha

a quick labor story: went in and started pitocin to dilate me, 12 hours later i am stuck at 9cm dilated with a swollen cervix so we discuss a c-section. i am tired and anxious, i agree and they put me through hell but my baby is out and healthy, that's all that matters!

take care for now, i still read everyone's blogs when i can. love, leslie