I've been going through a lot lately, dealing with MYSELF mostly. I've come to realize that I put a lot of pressure on myself even if I do stay at home with my son all day. I like being productive because it makes me feel as if i'm getting things done and moving on with life. I can't stand being lazy.
Lately i've been feeling pressure to do more with life. My son is my motivation to get things done because I want to be able to provide a better future for him, even if that means me working solely just to pay for him to go to a better school. I pressure myself a lot from how I look and what i've cooked that day. If it's a fail then I feel like a slob all day.
I'm not saying i'm going to let loose but that i'm going to try to take it one day at a time and not worry so much.